Tuesday, November 6, 2007

DYFS FALSIFIED RECORDS FOR YEARS AND NOW IN MY CASE,LIES,PERJURY COMMITTED ON STAND...THIS IS NEW JERSEY DYFS OF UNION COUNTY AND STATEWIDE.........










1-908-862-3137 ext 1
1-877-dyfs-LIES


FALSIFIES,LIES,PERJURY COMMITTED ON STAND...
THIS IS NEW JERSEY DYFS OF UNION COUNTY AND STATEWIDE.........








These people really do not care what the law says remaining clearly inflexible when it comes to doing what is truly IN THE BEST INTEREST OF THE CHILDREN.
DYFS workers does not want most to know how they REALLY are behind close doors.

but this time,NEW JERSEY UNION COUNTY OFFICE DYFS YOU HAVE MET THE WRONG PARENT.......
I SHALL SOON SEE YOU BACK IN STATE COURT AND FEDERAL DISTRICT COURT,AS YOU ARE BEING SUED BY ME AND MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS,NOW IRREPARABLY DAMAGE GIRLS,COURTESY OF YOU AND YOUR FRAUD,your abhorrent and vile acts....















How corrupt they TRULY are as I am letting the world know that these people LESS THEN HUMAN
have lied conspired and DAMAGED irreparably two little girls their loving mother all based on:


1) falsifying and or submitting documents that were known to be FALSE and or not verified.
2)Hearsay

3) biascy
4)unproven allegations NEVER INVESTIGATED “but”relied on continually throughout the case to keep MY girls from their OWN HOME scarring them FOREVER mentally physically,emotionally and psychologically.
We are suing currently,they shall be held accountable,as DYFS is as media and so many others continue and has called this repellent dreadful agency the absolute WORSE AGENCY in our nation and I am sure MOST GOOD parents you confer with shall agree,their actions are clearly abhorrent and despicable in my case as you read this book you shall be nodding your head as others and saying, so sad. Yep,this advocate,this mother is right,because it happen to me….
As I know most shall be saying just that…
And I really DO PRAY, I really do pray you all do not suffer how I am KNOWING child is in the HOSPITAL AND EMERGENCY ROOMS,but DYFS did not allow me to know and others to sit by her bedside.it become NO MORE illegal and cruel then this,and now that I know the TRUTH I AM BRINGING THEM HOME,WHERE THEY SHALL be safe as THIS IS WHAT IS IN THE BEST INTEREST OF THE CHILD.
DYFS BEST INTEREST?
Leave them in shambles?
In ruins? Leave them to miss mommie as they write in cards at a visit and in DYFS placement?
Leave them to get on pills and or medications and administered by a “emt”who concedes on my space that she drinks to get drunk and is glad she remain drunk for years and needs a DRINK to daily deal with my girls?
Leave them to be abused repetitively?
Leave them to DIE?
Leave em to think their ONE good parent clean drug free parent is a bad mother.
Leave em to believe they are “loved now”but yet child want to KILL HERSELF,as doc states.
Leave em in a man care who fails almost immediately DRUG TEST and never even questioning it.
Leave em’to wanna harm themselves repeatedly and “to hear/hearing voices”to harm.
LEAVING THEM TO COMMIT AT ONLY 12 YEARS OLD/13 ARSON?
But yet when living with mom this never happened….
Leave them to injure themselves continually.
Leave em’with crackheads alcoholics and ex heroine addicts and shut the door to all who DARE ask them why are you doing this,and HOW DO YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT knowing you just sent a little girl to become seriously mentally and or physically ill or die?
These inhumane souls just really couldn’t get enough.enough of framing this mother with whatever information of falsified they can get their grubby criminalistic hands on just bringing evidence not even CONSISTENT with the “alleged”injury to this little girl by “metal”object as hard as a “METAL HANGER”…….
NO LIVE WITNESSES except 1 a man who reveal A BOMBSHELL that went “un-heard by NOW removed judge,but it shall NOT GO UN-heard by new judge and in federal court where I am suing currently as we speak already filed.
no father taking the stand but yet he was so “concerned”
No LIVE WITNESS from the actual”alleged witness”who allegedly “Seen”this serious injury on child actually “several”BRUISES AND ROUND SHAPE LOOP BRUISES on this little girl.
That witness? Grandma from plainfield,nj where the father originally hails from.
Never put on the stand the girlfriend a “emt”worker who is dating the ex heroine addict father,but yet herself who was suppose to be called by other defendant,my ex spouse attorney or dyfs,
never showed up and or back out,we never did confirmation on this in court,but she never took the stand,as DYFS AND OR ex spouse attorney”at 1st”wanted her to,NOW?we know why…..
never presented the actual 1st witness to see the girl(s)involved who worked for DYFS and or never presented the DOCTOR who “allegedly seen the girls”and wrote the WHOLE report.
These people have absolutely NO CASE AGAINST ME.
but fabricated just about everything in this case except one thing,me conceding I lightly spank her but left no marks injuries from METAL OBJECT,I never used this object on her ever,as she was never abused.
They actually come to court”smiling”and smirking if you watch them as I did “closely”they actually smirk at the fact they are taking your children many claim and as I as well feel,they actually want you to see them at their criminal worst,they really do believe they are never going to be held accountable for their abhorrent actions against the GOOD parents the innocent ones but I am going to make sure they are.
i shall not REST UNTIL THEY ARE HELD ACCOUNTABLE for ruining a life that was ONCE full of hope and love and PROMISE…
a life filled with honesty compassion for others adventure as a little girl and intelligence.
But now?
She is damaged my daughter as my life
Their and our sense of security sense of values and sense of love for her mother…
They defamed and brutally so meticulously slandered my name repeatedly in court and out and her chidren as well by neglecting to reunify our family,a family whose lost and injured severely because of cps workers who care absolutely NOTHING ABOUT REFORM IN NEW JERSEY since and before faheem Williams death. I was very loving and very good to them as there was nothing,not ONE thing these children were in serious need of,they did not devoid love and affection from a mother,they did not need clothing and food,they were at the tim of removal without probable cause,they did not need any clothing food shelter nothing. I always take care of my girls during and after the marriage,but this did not matter to CPS.
They were well,MORE then properly taken care of their whole lives and now are ruined.
I have never touched one drug and or alcohol,no need to as I get high off of being FOCUS and a good loving person in life to others and having a nice healthy good life with my girls.
This was my daily high just being HAPPY ENERGETIC LOVING MOTHER TO THESE GIRLS .a great loving friend to a chosen few…
As I shock many folks,old and young who are like”wow”sha-‘kaarii you NEVER did anything like marijuana experiment like that or with alcohol drinks etc, even beer, and I SO PROUD say nope,never needed it. I love to be focus smart intelligent at all times as GOD permits me to be and raising my girls RIGHT.
You gets no where being a complete unsound and idiot in life on drugs and alcohol abuse.
My values and loving good character is now severely tarnished regarding how I treat my girls by dyfs of n.j. as I love family I always have,I love god love to make a positive Difference in many lives,love helping others remain UN-WEAK but again CPS workers at D.Y.F.S do not care.
They really don’t “care”about good parents like this,they have successfully for years now imperviously continue to preclude me any way they can from being with my girls in my home and their home…
As this is NOT NEW JERSEY REFORM.
NOT IN THE LEAST,BUT A Violation of it’s worst kind against innocent child(ren)continually being deprived of their right.Their right to live in a loving safe home with the mother who will give her life for her two girls who she raised since BIRTH.
WITH NO HELP FROM A MAN WHO LOVED HEROINE DRUGS ALCOHOL AND CRIME SPREES,PARAPHERNALIA AND PRISON/JAIL TIME,
More then his own loving beautiful loyal wife and his own most beautiful two little girls who loved him dearly ONLY FOR HIM NOW TO ENABLE DYFS AND HIS OWN Troubled self damage the girls,irreparably,as I know one day they shall know the truth of all of this when I get them back home where they belong,as I shall not lie to the girls and intentionally hurt them ever as he has done and DYFS with no care about their own feelings being without their own loving mother who loves them more then life.
They care nothing about new jersey abused children….
just go google NEW JERSEY DYFS DEATHS AND FATALITIES,Injuries etc.
I actually cared about a boy I didn’t even know FAHEEM WILLIAMS,drove by his old house on parker street,in Newark,right off of bloomfield N.J.predominently section of latino and blacks mostly in that section I noticed and many row houses as I come across where he died so needlessly and un-necessarily as I proceed to park tell my girl in the car geena I shall be right back,get balloon(S)out the back seat.
I get out,I recall with media out front,not to get their attention during this year of 03,
but JUST to pay my respects.
I placed a pink teddie bear,my girls and my favorite color,with a note saying,”
we love you nino dulce…..we love you sweet darling little boy faheem….as we did not know you. we did not know you but I am here to say I am sorry as if I did know you little one,
because I would have attempted to bring you to my home with my girls look out for you if need be JUST SO YOU COULD HAVE LIVED a wonderful normal happy life. But you were so short lived,so grossly deprived just FORGOTTEN about by DYFS OF NEW JERSEY. We know faheem,they did not thanx to media announcing this from the COMMISSIONER,we now know THAT DYFS LEFT your brothers and your adorable loving sweet self to die.we are sorry you were not loved and cared for,by your so called family,then by the state of N.J.
dyfs did not care for you,but you were loved faheem even if you did not know me and my two girls,cee and jazz who knows if DYFS HAD PROTECTED YOU and NOT harass illegally the innocent families like mine,who knows maybe you would have met my daughters when you got older,you did too young and but now DYFS CANNOT HURT YOU AND LET YOU DOWN No more.
Rest in peace little man,your suffering from dyfs is now over,sleep with the angels,
your at peace now what you just wanted on earth,to be safe live in peace and be happy and secure and loved and faheem,you have that now nino, with GOD…………
I recall sitting outside seeing the whole media frenzy thinking:
geez,my daughter is now taken away wrongfully same exact age as FAHEEM.
My girls were 7 and age 10….wrongfully and ILLEGALLY unlawfully kidnapped held hostage as many say but yet no media covering this inhumane story.
As I recall remember my girlfriend with me,Geena says,sha-‘kaarii this is all so so sad.
I remember a therapist meeting with me as I was interviewing/investigating my OWN corrupt removal DYFS case I recall actually a FEW telling me that:
it really should not have to take DEATH of a loved one and or child within the family to get media to expose D.Y.F.S. many erroneous mistakes and corruption.
Leaving faheem old house of horror D.Y.F.S. neglected and left him to DIE in on parker street we both shed a light tear,then pulled off…
Saying a silent prayer,for faheem and his two surviving brothers,saddened but focus on the drive back down to the shore agreeing that faheem could have really been saved if dyfs was not “too busy”breaking up innocent families like my loving non-abusive home and many others in N.J.
They care nothing about the constitution they care NOTHING about N.J.law.
They care NOTHING about doing what they should NOT be doing,leaving many to continue as my wise father and mother says to “slip through the cracks”
The judges like William Daniel in union county courthouse,former BIAS judge on my case should be fired just for enabling these incompent uncaring and criminalistic caseworkers and D.A.G. to proceed under false pretense and UNSUBSTANTIATED ALLEGATIONS that in no way shape or form rise to the level,that would at all CONSTITUTE a child(ren)being removed,then barred from ever seeing the parent ever again as in my case….
Those type of egregious and bias in-experience judge(s)who enable cps workers like D.Y.F.S in union county to sit there in court and present false documents and or altered documentation to STEAL OUR CHILDREN ARE JUST AS MUCH AT fault, but threw it all,through all of the humiliation,all of the agony plagued upon this corrupt agency she remains focus,she remain positive through her inexplicable pain NEVER TO SURRENDER
her right to EXERCISE her right to a ongoing loving relationship with her daughter(S) she continues this winter to pray for GOD to finally allow her to raise her little girl lost in a loving atmosphere as she has done for almost 11 years,that Is alcohol free and drug free, she shall remain strong she shall remain staunched in her innocence and her use of permissible corporal punishment such as not abusing her child with one METAL HANGER as the state has stated repeatedly but “LIGHT SPANKING”with barely her fingertips,causing no broken skin and NO injuries as no scarring, nothing was wrong with her little girl but to the state because of her color,her great connection with her loving little girls,the state clearly showed BIAS AGAINST HER,which has prompt this author to get her story out to the media and public each and EVERY WAY SHE CAN under the 1st amendment,as she has been told by TOP LAW PROFESSORS the best way is to “try to tell your story”to all whose suffering,all who shall listen and offer support as you return that support to those who cannot and do not know what to do as I do and have and shall CONTINUE TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE CORRUPTION IN MY CASE AND CRIMINAL LAW AND PRE LAW Courses are teaching me MORE then I have EVER EVER imagined,
As all of these several experts in this field has said the only way they will preclude from violating SO MANY PARENTS CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS and from stealing our children ILLEGALLY is to,file your notice(S)of claim against all, as this author have already done just that and we have confirmed that ONE WORKER ALREADY WAS EITHER FIRED,AND OR QUIT,already verified he is no longer at ANY DYFS/CPS AGENCY IN THE WHOLE STATE.he is “gone”
I shall continue to suffer in her irreparable pain brought on by our own GOVERNMENT office in new jersey but i shall NOT falter as many our great leaders martin luther king jr. john f. kennedy jr,Robert f. kennedy rosa parks,Malcolm X did not god willing I shall follow their path,religiously
I know this is my calling in life now and I will and sturdily tenaciously shall follow what these great leaders were all about in society making a difference making a STRONG AND IMMEDIATE CHANGE IN THE WORLD FOR THE BETTER,THEREFORE she shall speak TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT,ALL THE WHILE S in her opinion(s)and her FACTUAL EVIDENCE SHE SHALL CONTINUE TO SPEAK OUT REGARDING THE INHUMANE,Such inhumane treatment from cps workers in new jersey regarding her OWN case and other previous media announced cases and some NOT in the media but SHOULD HAVE BEEN.
SHE SHALL CONTINUE TO RECITE TRUTH.
NOTHING WILL Preclude her from doing so,but GOD.
I shall continue to let all and hopefully ALL of America know about what this cps agency has done to her own daughters both still minors and a good loving parent here in N.J.
I was one of the lucky ones who even through my inexplicable agony,able to stay strong FOCUS combined with some resilient and hard research of law,and investigating my OWN CASE and proving/verifying MORE then I thought possible about the”removal”of my girls.
Proving AFTER the girls were wrongfully removed during a weekend outing at a family member.
She in our generation has this POWERFUL VOICE,AGGRESSIVE TONE,but yet angelic beautiful outer being,face of beauty where as you would not think she has such POWER,knowledge within her as she Is daily told for years by MANY,but she is NOT focus on ANYTHING NOW BUT TO SEE TO IT THAT NEW Jersey hears her and nationwide,that NO ONE forges that she was violated and her girls left to “hear voices to kill”suicide attempt(s)and rush to ER rooms because of DYFS of NEW JERSEY a I shall continue to speak out as much as possible, about the inhumane abhorrent egregious criminal actions being used DAILY AGAINST GOOD PARENTS like herself,courtesy OF THE GOVERNNMENT,D.Y.F.S. OF N.J. as she hopes it will help MANY N.J.and nationwide parents NOT FALL INTO THEIR”WEB OF DECEIT”and inhumane treatment as they seek to enslave our children when we are MOST VULNERABLE,as you shall learn more about the author falling victim few years back,but NOW ABOUT TO GET HER JUSTICE,
AS THE LATE GREAT ONE OF A KIND man himself MALCOLM X SAID,
”BY Any means necessary”
(within the law of course)something CPS-DYFS IS NOT USED Of respecting whatsoever or abiding by. as one expert put it,where does impermissible corporal punishment begin and permmisible discipline begin?because of the lack OF human decency and because of the devoid of respect for good hard working americans in the u.s we have a epidemic here that is NOT GETTING BETTER…..
We have children suffering immensely because of this being torn right from their beds and on family outings/vacations….this is not slavery and this is not the holocaust,but AMERICA,the land of the free. Yet we are all being raped by the system too many times,and taken hostage shackles and in iron chains being violated irreparably so,in the U.S.Courts. and something more needs to be done.
As one must ask as recently asked in the supreme court:

“where does permissible discipline” in the home BEGIN and end?

because of this crucial question as even questioned by those in the supreme court(s)recently this has all prompt this mother to assert her child’s right by filing a much needed federal and state lawsuit,for damaged against all whose violated her in the most nefarious way where as one light act of discipline should not constitute a father,a mother from losing full custodial rights to their children,
should NOT cause a child to commit suicide and or attempt to,and arson.


1 light simple spanking has resulted in conspiracy intentional infliction of emotional harm to child and the parent by immediate removal and barring mother from child indefinitely WITHOUT termination hearing ever being proposed by the courts, but yet executed illegally by these disorganized and incompetent cps workers thus,

who in media praise themselves on continuity and HONOR and working within the LAWS they assume that we are all without brains,just walk around and cannot smell corruption a mile away.These C.P.S. workers really do believe that we are so unintelligble,not able to define our actions in a professional manner when conducting ourselves with these inhumane,baby snatchers,as this is where i begin to prove
them wrong as these workers prove continually to be incompetent,disorganized in each state and here in nyc new jersey area and i am about to prove that they are even “behind the scenes”even criminal.
i sacrifice everything for my girls willingly and what do I get for it,DYFS SLAMMING DOORS IN MY FACE Eventually giving some EX CRACKHEAD,NEEDLE USER MY GIRLS..

i have discovered through determination,hard work,taking time off from the office,many loans,and support from familia and loved ones for simple online tools,supplies,became my own investigator to see to it i am vindicated,
from one of the most horrific crimes anyone can be accuse of by the state, neglect and abuse of child and now after several expert review(s)attorneys being left speechless given me ongoing praise,since i was able to detect,sort of,and verify MORE then these professionals in law and expertise,

i am now ready to submit all evidence,which already has prompted me to successfully file a multi million dollar suit $ with all of this factual discovery,and improper investigation,
due process repeatedly violated,as even seasoned experts are calling what i have discovered nothing short of amazing.

As history and statistics do show that MOST who ARE BEING CONTINUALLY and wrongfully violated under the constitution are not able to sadly prove this,

but through my advocacy pre law and criminal justice courses,

i am now able to soon GIVE BACK,to those who are not as smart and not as focus as i am whose being RIGHT NOW VIOLATED by the noisome and abhorrent actions of DYFS.
in my case:

by using falsified medical documents to improperly seized two sweet little girls will leave most readers confounded at the fact you have a state/federal government agency whose able too get away with this for “SO LONG” as not only false documents these inhumane souls used,but also implanted false memory of abuse in their heads at only 10 and 7 yrs old,where as the girls went from playing with cousins so innocently,riding bikes,ballet dance music,writing songs with mom
to being subjected courtesy of CPS/DYFS,to suicide,attempted suicide,drugs,medication(s)and abandoned all before 12/13 years old.
this is what CPS CALL”PROTECTING AMERICA’s Children”
this is all of what happens to such a young girl,when you place her in a home with a drug addicted or alcohol abuser,ex heroine addict(already verified on court document)

and a abuser of liquor(already conceded by her own admission)

this is what happens when you take a loving sweet innocent child from the suburban lifestyle secure in nature with loving mother whose roofing her,feeding her,educating her with NO drugs no alcohol in home not even”cursing”in our home was allowed.


this is what happens when you rob a child of their most PRECIOUS gift in life, a healthy loving parent.good mother good fathers are minimal in my opinion,and i was one of the GOOD ones,and to be able to cause so much heartache,so much pain,and distress to one family,should be outlawed,should be staind consequences,for those who work in government and violate profusely,as these social workers have done with this one loving famly who did not ASK for the rights to be violated.

who did not ASK to be seperated during weekend visit to grandma’s.
who did not ask TO HAVE ALL OF THEIR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS repetitively violated. These immoral caseworkers with NO SHAME HEART NO DIGNITY,and respect for the innocent,

but all of my hard work investigating shall finally be reinforced for me and MY CHILD in federal court,and my girls will be able to live once again in harmony and peace with their rightful parent where as the damage they have caused us shall not leave anytime soon as it is irreparable what CPS has done to us but at least through ALL the pain and plethora of violations courtesy of CPS/DYFS,i am now able to disprove their version of “what really happened”in my home as it gets NO BETTER then having full proof recordings audio and tested paperwork,statements all validated to prove your innocence.

Attorneys continue to be left mesmerized by my positive force,strength to go on and prove this illegal action brought on by our own government in family court as most as history shows were not able to do and i am.

CPS HAS MET THE WRONG PARENT as i shall finally get justice;
but the pain of what they have done to me and my family remains irreparable…. dios le’bendiga america…god bless us all.and I thank you in advance america and new york city my area,NEW JERSEY for allowing me again to share with you my own story of TRUTH about NEW JERSEY’S,THE NATION’s most horrific agency,and noisome employeees within,
THE DIVISION OF YOUTH FAMILY SERVICES,DYFS,Department of Children and Families.




Prohibiting………

There is no JUSTICE in prohibiting and EXCLUDING this mother or ANY loving parent dad or mom and grandparents from her OWN Girls she raised on her own for almost 11 years and 7 years,with NO DRUGS,NEVER even just SIP ON ALCOHOL just loving caring,JUST FOCUS but honestly right at this moment though mi lagrimas(my tears)shall continue to fall soaking the pages with each rainfall on almost each page as I share my traumatic true horrid ordeal with you but I must struggle to hold the tears within and gather my strength from GOD continue to share and tell you my story.
Tell this true story with hope to change ONE LIFE EVEN and empower that one life to fight back with KNOWLEDGE HEART,HONOR AND LOVE FOR YOUR CHILDREN,AND your god given constitutional rights.
I shall continue to speak out,tell my story by presenting it the way the media shall present ALL STORIES of this horror but has not.
Tell this story the way CPS in my county my state do not want you to KNOW,which is the TRUTH… Truth of disgust within the offices of ELIZABETH,CRANFORD and all of new jersey DYFS AGENCIES. Truth of 2 little girls now as experts are calling it “victims of N.J.’S WORST EVER AGENCY corrupt DYFS” Truth of fraudulent and or falsified document(s)being used to improperly seized against their own will.
As the old saying goes, a picture can say a “thousand”words,but this frame has been shattered into million of pieces and says P-A-I-N on each pain,in indescribable manner,that only ONE can understand if they are in it being victimized themselves and or KNOWS someone whose going through the harassment and the fraudulent practices of CPS.
This picture once of beauty,laughter unwavering love,radiating as bright as a lovely sunset at dawn is gone possibly,forever…
This memoir is a painful one that must be told as memoirs are usually about the “joys”of one’s life that I read anyhow,but this one is about This author’s amazing.she speak with a strong aptitude for telling the truth about her case with the division (DYFS)where as one has never been told before with such truth that shock the conscience of many..
Like these girls and this mother had no soul,no heart no life,no RIGHT UNDER THE CONSTITUTION to live together in
peace and harmony between mother and daughter,
child and parent…
this is a true and riveting account of just how “fast”ones GOOD life can change within a instant,if you do NOT watch your back profusely and your child minute by minute.
They have left this mother without LOVE from my own precious girls, without ongoing affection from my daughters Without hugs……… Without hearing her child say we love you mom and mommie”we miss
I deserve to have this again rightfully so and I will FIGHT to get it back tenaciously and unapologetically until I do.
Without the affection coming from a child as guaranteed under the constitution,without security in her own home with her own children,without the cheerful sounds of little feet walking around the home watching nickelodeon, I have no life without my girls as my life was my girls during and AFTER my marriage.
I was forced into a crooked legal system that some experts say in many ways D.Y.F.S control but now I am at the steering wheel and behind ALL controls and even with my severed broken heart I shall prevail at the wheel and get my girls home,if they are not already dead since I have NO PROOF THEY ARE PHYSICALLY ALIVE as one experts says, ”I really don’t see how you survived so much abuse like this by DYFS,but commended me for staying “focus”and strong and I shall continue to do just that,even with a broken severed heart which is as of right now tonight at 3:48 a.m. repairable…

DYFS has left this mother without HER heart as she cannot live without it,none of us can.the mother is dead inside,as her girls are and have been without their mother,irreparably damaged all based on “1”allegation turning into almost 35 allegations without ANY PROOF/FACTUAL to back it up no credible resource,but doctored/altered and or un-validated documents.
they continually and so aggressively defamed her good name regarding when it comes to her parenting my girls as well as damaging their once loving 11 year and 7 year bond beyond repair.
AS you read,some shall tear,some shall shiver,with disgust of her case and their OWN DYFS CASE AND CPS in their state and area,do not let this preclude you from reaching out as this amazing lovely author is able to accept and take your calls as not many will,but she cares. She gives BACK,she desires to speak to you help you assist you with your own cps nightmare if she can,and we thank you for reading,”mommie can I come HOME now?”
raped by the court system otherwise known as D.Y.F.S. as she named this book after the fact she feels as others DIRTY,FILTHY,HUMILIATED AND IN DISGUST daily,
as this is how rape feels within those who has been through it.the system leaves you feeling this way,with no care for the TRUE VICTIM,THEY ARE ABUSING LEAVING as rape usually does,DEVASTATED AND AS MANY RAPIST WHO ARE NEVER CAUGHT,LIKE ANY OTHER CRIMINAL,DYFS REMAINS”FREE TO DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN TO OTHER INNOCENT AND MANY”victims” unless we continue to fight back,speak out make a change get our stories out as the once GREAT MALCOLM X SAY by any means necessary…
and this is exactly what this victim is doing to bring her girls back home and NOT in a bodybag as too many cases involving DYFS has eventually LED TO and or even further stand injuries of my girls,and I shall hold these inhumane souls accountable in united states federal district court shortly.

Their allegations were often as testimony altered continually as committing perjury by stating things about my girls at first indifferent from what they PREVIOUSLY have stated completely tripping over their own statement to obliterating pieces of it in it’s entirety creating a divergence within the way they kept trying to deviate from their OWN ORIGINAL Statements AND IN CAMERON’S CASE, HER “CASE NOTES”as at first
PRIME EXAMPLE: LAWYER ASK HER, “under oath”
DID YOU NOT SAY “I SEE NO REASON” why these girls cannot go home to you ,ms.spencer?
Gloria Cameron,state dyfs worker commits perjury by lieing at first.
Then stating afterwards “well now I really do not recall”
Which technically as experts all agree still means she could have said it…
I know she did since I LUCKILY have her on tape,as her NOTES THEN SHOWED,
AS SHE”LATER”states,that her”case notes did actually “after”all,say this.
Many experts reviewing this says JUDGE DANIEL SHOULD HAVE THROWN OUT THE CASE RIGHT HERE,BUT HE DID NOT,nor did DYFS SUPERVISORS,who are just as crooked as we now see where they workers at union county and NEW JERSEY DYSF gets it from.
DYFS workers have clearly Distorted at times even exaggerated the events on july 3rd so badly, so drastically that even a borderline special ed student would be able to see what they did to me during this casse and my girls…they wanted my girls to be sent off for whatever bias reason to some known crack heroine paraphernalia user whose failing court drug test and this shall be their downfall,at least in my case soon enough and my girls finally and I shall get JUSTICE.


How?


How do they do it,many ask me as I ask myself as well as all politicians and those in higher offices.
How do they CLOSE their eyes ignore our calls to their offices until we threaten rightfully so to sue them all for plausible constitutional reasoning?
How do cps workers here in new jersey and nationwide do it as our official in higher office knowing and witnessing the abhorrent and vile noisome acts they are committing to our most innocent,the children and the good loving parents nationwide?
How do they do it ?
So many ask of me as I am interviewing so many and feeling ALL OF THEIR PAIN as I know I am going through the same thing as so many of us are either narcisstic,loco(crazy)have issue with mental stability etc, as you can tell “something is wrong”when so many mothers are being told this SAME THING OVER AND Over again by no other then DYFS In-house PAID therapists…..
How do cps workers just get up work at this inhumane criminal minded office(s) then leave in their little four door state care with their state little checks $,just Go home,eat rest up,relax with their family those who have kids and or a spouse,fiancee’ etc.To go to bed as dyfs caseworkers do day after day after their 5:00 pm. Monday through Friday work bell duties are over knowing they have just committed a crime.
DYFS have just damaged,irreparably on once healthy loving beautiful good healthy family today.
To go home to their families ”the ones who have children “a husband,after immediately JUST inflicting,
Inflict the type of injurious,severe injuries on THREE VICTIMS but little do they know they will not at least with THIS FAMILY get away with this crime as they have with so many other parent-victims in n.j.
Perimeter search of DYFS LAWS,RULES REGULATIONS AND CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT,
*as I made several immediate inquiries into “what”is suppose to be done after and BEFORE A FACT FINDING HEARING,little did I know dyfs has been violating not just me but so many other innocent good loving parents in N.J. and beyond new jersey as I was NOT GOING TO LET THIS”STAY, REMAIN”quiet,that was no option as too much needed to come out and be said,in order to make sure that little faheem Williams beautiful little boy found in a basement, at my daughter age of 7,that if I continue my research even not sleeping at night during the day minimal sleep when I can,but if I continue to investigate and PROVE the corruption and forgery and or alteration(S)on reports submitted to this former family court judge,
I will be able to then AIDE,ASSIST many more even from a legal standpoint,without being a attorney yet but I shall be able to do this,being a civil rights activist,advocate who KNOWS from her case just how dyfs is and how to catch them in their own web of lies,papertrail of deceit and assist them in getting JUSTICE.
So many want justice just do not know how to obtain just that,after being shut out of their own child life and having bias judge(s)at the helm NOT enforcing our constitutional rights,but I am here now to tell them that you MAKE THE JUDGE DO HIS JOB,DO WHATEVER NEEDS TO BE DONE,as I am doing to make sure this judge(now reassigned/removed)is being held accountable for allowing this farce to continue and illegal actions by DYFS TO CONTINUE,and next? I shall make sure DYFS IS HELD NOW Accountable too.
As I knew I had definitive proof from not only myself but more so from EXPERTS,
IN FORENSICS who told me what attorney(s)assumed in the beginning of my fact finding trial but did not take the time to hire expert as we really thought I would not lose the girls based on so much circumstancial and illegible “fishy”looking documents being submitted by dyfs of union county n.j. but now I wish we did hire the expert then,but hey,as my dad says,and others “it’s NEVER TOO LATE”sha-‘kaarii. It’s NEVER too late….
As so many wonder dyfs since everyone knows you are reading this same as my many website and blogs I ask you again as I know many who are also wondering:
HOW DO YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT?
I know this was ask of them to respond in court one time during one of my court hearings AFTER the 1st dyfs worker in union county in front of “now removed”-reassigned from FAMILY COURT,former judge William daniel court
*as my mother who never scream before at NO ONE,always a lady,she this one time did, one time shouted in the hall at your one caseworker this dark,very dark woman boney, with no attractiveness to her and a even DARKER HEART, named GLORIA CAMERON,WHOSE NOW CURRENTLY BEING SUED IN U.S.FEDERAL DISTRICT COURT IN N.J.
Mommie asked her how can you just sit there and lie and do this to my daughter who never did nothing wrong to you,she would NEVER HURT THOSE GIRLS!
COMMIT PERJURY against a great mother who did nothing to her but WELCOME HER IN HER HOME,to see there was no risk to my girls whatsoever.
How do you all sleep at night,after JUS T BREAKING UP A HEALTHY HAPPY FAMILY.
HOW Do you do it?
How do you get up,the next morning and smile knowing that you are Diablo????
How do you go to work knowing that you are breaking the law,by committing criminal acts to steal child away from its mother from newborns to teens and young children,I wanna know as we all do in N.J.
You shall be held accountable.
There is NO WAY ANY JURY,any federal court will agree that you were only acting within your”government”duties during all of this time,wont happen DYFS.and I shall be reunited with my girls,if they are still living,still ALIVE,AS I SHALL SOON I PRAY SEE FOR Myself shortly.
Saying sorry will NOT DYFS OF N.J. Be enough for this heart broken mother.
Saying I am sorry shall not be ENOUGH FOR the other victim(s)my ONCE sane healthy girls.
Strength and character is what gets me through many tell me daily from experts attorneys to regular supporters who write into me daily on and offline,who call as I am getting most strength from GOD ABOVE AND MY PARENTS,MY TRUE HEROES in life,who taught me to fight back,as DYFS WANTS TO Manipulate the children as much as possible,I am learning day by day, they continually cheat betray a child’s and the states MOST INNOCENT,and the more nieve type of parent who do not know any better,and then you RUN AND “HIDE”or attempt to hide behind IMMUNITY FROM BEING SUED,AND HELD LIABLE FOR THE DESTRUCTION OF SO MANY FAMILIES,LEADING TO DEATH,AND in my case suicide.
Suicide attempt of one daughter,and ARSON AND REPEATED HOSPITAL STAYS,with NO MOTHER CONTACT IS A clear indication of just how “far”dyfs goes with showing us how they”care”for our children in new jersey. I think not and soon? Federal court shall see this as well,DYFS IS CRIMINAL and inhumane,they TRULY HAVE NO SOUL.
Then continue to twist their innocent words around to suit “their”version of truth,ignoring the fact that as you are doing this,you are yourself BREAKING ALL laws and if EVER PROVEN,which is what I am going to do,
you are going to be held liable,deemed responsible in civil federal court soon enough when for exerting so much DAMAGE,inhumane and severely nefarious actions plagued upon a innocent loving mother and innocent vulnerable little girls,who did not ASK YOU DYFS,to come into our home,you STEAL THESE CHILDREN WITHOUT ANY FEELING like old slave masters like hitler without any feeling any culpability, shame, NO REMORSE for how the other parent feels,you are the devil as the bible says SATAN IS THE DEVIL,and you DYFS are worse.
You are in complete criminal and abusing the system to suit your distorted sense of JUSTICE.
You are dark souls on earth as you all need to be held accountable for all the dark clouds you have forced to hang over these innocent children heads,mine and so many other VICTIMS IN NEW JERSEY. Dyfs of union county in Elizabeth and cranford nj office were both the driving force &
as a result you shall be held accountable for ruining my daughter lives and mine…
my little girls above in this photo
lost their innocence,lost their lives are NO LONGER sane because of DYFS OF NEW JERSEY,HOSPITAL REPORTS DO NOT LIE.as all of my readers read each chapter shall see just how damaged now my girls are but when they were home and safe with their loving mother they BARELY MISSED SCHOOL,barely was late to school and NEVER WAS HOSPITALIZED,cannot say the same thing while being held hostage by dyfs and a ex heroine addict,the father and his alcoholic girlfriend,in plainfield new jersey. I shall sue shortly,as DYFS NOTICES TO SUE ARE ALREADY FILED in the name of justice for my girls and myself the TRUE VICTIMS HERE.
HELD HOSTAGE Kidnapped,illegally seized by those who were suppose to “protect”N.J.’s most innocent”but instead they conspired,plotted against a loving parent continuing to humiliate,slander,defame,raped the parent repeatedly and the system in N.J. and the child(ren) where as either child and mother deserve such inhumane treatment but who through ALL OF THEIR AGONIZING INTENSE INDESCRIBABLE Pain,are focus as well as DETERMINED TO FIGHT BACK,not just fight back but to lobby for change in their state capital Trenton,N.J.office as they move to be reunited after almost 1500 days or longer of forcibly separation by cps workers during a family outing/weekend visit to grandma house,where as in each chapter of this heartfelt true to life non-fiction story you shall be able to “relate”if you have ever had your constitutional and civil rights so egregiously violated and or had your sweetest,most beautiful possession taken from you without CAUSE,WITHOUT Warning with PURE MALICE bias and inhumane behavior by DYFS OF N.J. this is NO HOLLYWOOD SCRIPT as I write this from my now severely shattered heart,non-sleepless nights,are a given.
I no longer have FAITH IN OUR CHILD WELFARE SYSTEM,BUT HOPE ,DAILY PRAYER AND GOD THAT MY Daughter is not DEAD,at the hands of a crack head,ex heroine addict and An agency who preaches in court as they are also committing a sin all in one breath,by stating,”your honor we CARE FOR N.J. kids.
Our main goal judge is reunifying the child with the parent,in THEIR HOME.
but this was so not the case in my case and many other cases I am researching and verifying sadly. But in my case you have two beautiful little girls who grew up with a mother who never smoke used drugs,and alcohol was NEVER ALLOWED IN MY HOME AROUND MY GIRLS,and never had a weak mother who needed to “depend”on substances,not too many I know of and have met and seen can say this,but I do proudly,

as I was trying and was a great role model since their BIRTH FOR MY lil beauties as I so affectionately call them since they were babies,once so beautiful,filled with love from only a good loving parent,can give them,and their hearts,filled with bright smiles happy play time with family right around the block from where we shared our home,the three of us,no health problems,no hospital stays,for these girls,they used to be so incredibly happy living their ONE TRUE PARENT,now?simplay abhorrent,and vile what DYFS has done to my girls and i. as many experts I have interviewed for my book and my own peace of mind beside turning to my bible and family and loved ones and prayer,so many experts are calling what has happened now to my girls because of child protection service a little girl who is NOW LOST,possibly forever,IF we do not get her in a safe atmosphere where her mother is.she is so hurt,the PROOF is there,always has been.
Experts continue to call my daughter now little girl lost…
lost in a world with PREDATOR PRONE MYSPACE.COM,porno sites links to her page, we have discovered,to having men with ½ dress pix leaving her comments and no authority watching her activity for lord knows how long,
to risqué pix on the internet,we found to her being on schizophrenic medication to being abused by DYFS AND A EX HEROINE ADDICT,HER FATHER AND HIS LIVE IN GIRLFRIEND,who herself like him has a long history of substance abuse use.
From her very OWN ADMISSION,found on myspace.com and has violence in her OWN PAST
BUT YET DYFS FEELS MY GIRLS EVEN KNOWING ALL OF THE ABOVE,ARE DOING”just fine”are NO CURRENT CONCERNS,in this house,they are just waiting for my little girl to end up dead!
And I shall NOT ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN,I AM FINALLY GETTING SO CLOSE,TO GETTING EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER WANTED IN LIFE,back home,and this is MY GIRLS,the girls I have been protected and been mother AND father to for almost seven and 11 years almost,and I will be damned if allow DYFS TO DO WHAT THEY DO BEST,SWEEP ANOTHER GOOD LOVING DRUG /ALCOHOL FREE,hard working loving parent under the rug. All dyfs had to do was simply reunify,ameliorate me with my girls.

Then all of this would NOT BE HAPPENING,MY DAUGHTER WOULD NOT BE TRYING TO KILL HERSELF REPEATEDLY AND SADLY”hearing voices”she would not be on myspace.com showing herself and or posing sexual and grown up type of behavior,but DYFS INSTEAD of respecting authority,the law in which our constitution is VERY CLEAR ABOUT PARENTAL RIGHTS,AND CHILD RIGHTS,they set out to purposely and maliciously with clear inten to harm the child and mother they ignore ALL CURRENT FEDERAL AND STATE LAWS,BY NOT investigating a plethora of violations and recommending full legal sole custody to a man whose beyond unfit to raise full time two little girls.
A DOPE HEAD EX HEROINE ADDICT,NAMED KEVIN PETER SPENCER.
HE IS NOW HIMSELF,NEGLECTING THEM EDUCATIONAL WISE,PHYSICAL AND OR emotional and I shall fight back harder then ever now AFTER PROVING all of this ten fold.
Girls were happy,focus,stable loved profusely by their mom, I was always there to see them lay their heads down safe and healthy in bed,seeing them brush their teeth take their baths,seeing them wake up in the morning getting their favorite apple jack,froot loops out to eat breakfast,seeing them get on top of my bed,kiss my cheek saying good morning mommie, I love you mom,I love you mommie.
I go downstairs now to watch blue clues,and selena movie,as this was at the time my little beauties favorite shows. And I told them, I love you too.we had a good life.before DFYS Unilaterally cut off all happy loving ties,healthy ties,regarding good loving parent and child,between mother and child and now few year later?
My girls are being called by many experts and regular supporters nationwide:
Little girl lost…..
Lost without no love,no nurturing,no positive structure,no role model.
Now Lost in the system that was suppose to focus on the abuse CHILD(ren)I here in new jersey,the children suffering from abuse,and or imminent danger and ruins not healthy beautiful good kids who are playing outside,having innocent FUN,going on modeling interviews and tv photo shoots and dancing,music class,and spending time with her great grandmother and grandparents and host of family members,who she adored.
This story shocks the conscience of MANY and many cannot understand HOW did they go from such a great life at only 7 yrs old and almost 11 to a life filled with emergency visits,injuries back and forth,to ER and admissions beside the ER ROOM TO RECOVERY MEDICAL CENTERS,but yet DYFS WANTS the court to think their fine and doing exceptionally well,as this is how dyfs is I respond,after studying the law seeing how DYFS OPERATES,GOING INSIDE,GETTING CLOSE AND VERY Personal with their OWN STAFF,TALKING TO ME,LETTING ME KNOW WHAT IS”REALLY”going on as I shall continue to do UNTIL the girls are HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND THE HEALING PROCESS FOR mother with child can finally begin.

So many from journalist,reporters,attorneys doctors experts in EACH FIELD of medicine, I have conferred with,ask the same question again and again as to
“How in almost 2008 this can occur to a loving once healthy happy little girl”
loving mother great parent to this child without drugs,without alcohol abuse in the family around the children but yet now has to find out her daughter was attempting to kill herself,hearing voices to KILL others as well in the home in which DYFS OF N.J.felt was more appropriate,as I shall rescue my NOW damage girls so the healing process,if any,if possible can begin,not even sure if they are still alive.
But I do know that GOD is watching over me,them and shall see to it that JUSTICE IS GIVEN TO us through federal court shortly,and state court,as we are going to be reunited shortly,or this good loving mother in new jersey shall perish trying…